Its Worthy , because Its You

Chapter 4

To See Yan :

Hi , Im sorry for leaving without noticing you . I hope you’ll forgive me . Alright , seems like the only one who is by your side now is also going off , but I guess you have grown up a lot lately . I believe you do .

I apologize for those words I spoke that day , I guess it’s a little too harsh . Im sorry . Well , lets not make this letter an apologizing letter .

I’ll be back to LA with my parents , maybe for good . Appa is old and he needs me to be back there to help him up on his business since im the only child . Omma called that day and told that appa was thinking of moving out from the busy LA to some peaceful country side , but he can’t let go of his business . So I guess , they need me over there .

I hope after my departure , you’ll spend more time on exploring the world . Your bodyguard now is far away from you , you have to learn to protect yourself from all kinds of danger . Like throwing snow at unknowns and act you you are not the one . Alright , I know that was those days stories .

I wonder whats your expression at this moment ? Still smiling or your tears had gone overload again ? Life is like this . When a person get too close with you , that’s the time you are going to be separate with him . Well , for better or for worst . No one cant live without anyone , remember this . Life goes on with or without me , or even him .

Take good care of yourself , remember to bring a scarf or your jumper when you are going out with your friend , especially going for movie during winter or even autumn. Araso ? Im no longer here by your side already , you better learn to take good care of yourself , small kid .

God bless and stay happy forever .

Yea , I am going to miss you .

Love,
Siwon




She cry . Silently . See Yan herself don’t even know what’s the reason she is crying for .

She keep the letter in her drawer and wipe her tears off .

“ Dad , can we talk ?” See Yan walk down to living room where Mr. Heechul and Mrs. Eunji having their tea break .

“ Look , I don’t have a big amount of cash with me right now , but I have the need to get them used up . Would you mind buying me a air ticket to LA , I’ll pay you back by installment . I promise .” See Yan trying to persuade her dad , but she knows for sure , Mr.Heechul will say YES in the end . Its just , a process .

“Relax girl . Its seriously amazing to hear you decide to get some holidays . I’m going to pay everything , don’t worry of paying me back . Im your appa alright .” Mr. Heechul smiles as he says it .

“thanks so much , Appa , saranghae …” See Yan stretch out her hands and hug Mr.Heechul tighly .

“But appa, Can the flight be on tomorrow ?” See Yan let Go Mr. Heechul and ask the final question .

“WOW WOW WOW , that’s fast . But for you , anything can !” Mr. Heechul is even willing to pluck down the stars on the sky for her . That’s See Yan’s appa , Kim Heechul .

“Alright then , stop all this and get online to book your air tickets before the plane left you .” Mrs. Eunji says , holding her chocolate strawberry cookies .

“araso !” Both father and daughter bump up from the sofa and make their way to See Yan’s room .