Chapter 2
MY OPV
“Michelle and Hanjie unnie ! You see , man just change . Within a year , everything is no longer important !” I complain to the best Unnie and dongsaeng on earth .
“Maybe he is too busy , you can’t blame him . His schedule is really pack.” Michelle trying to help me alittle in this mess .
“If he is busy , how could he still remember he should buy present for his niece . Not even me ! At least he would be excuse if he say he is thinking on getting me a present , before when we were dating , he could even get me a star if I want . Now , even the most important date he could forget . How could I …” As I was releasing my tension like a G6 , I felt my phone vibrates in my pocket .
“jubusaeyo?” I answered my call . I saw the relieve look on Michelle and Hanjie unnie’s face .
“Owh Hangeng Oppa ? Dinner in dorm tonight ? what ? you guys are having steamboat ? and Ddokbogi from Ryeowook oppa ? Sure . Im coming .” This is so enlighten … Ryeowook Oppa’s cooking skills is just like international chef .
“Hey girls , Hangeng Oppa just called and invite me over for a dinner . Erm , so you guys …” I look at both of them , trying to signal them something .
“Not a problem , I could go home and eat with Ji Yong .” Michelle answer while finishing her coke.
“Me too ! Jaejong had bought some kkimkimbbap back .We are having our moments tonight.” Hanjie unnie replied me . I saw that relieve smile on her face ! Big bad Unnie !
“By the way , thanks a lot for listening . Being a wife is just hard !” I said
“Wait till you became a mum .. “ Said hanjie Unnie which cause us to laugh a little .
“dding Ddong” I pressed the bell .
“Owh hey ! you’re here .” Kibum open the door for me .
“yeay . Geng Oppa invited me over.” I smile at him and move into the house .
“Hey girl ! Thanks for coming .” Geng Oppa pull me to the dinning hall .
“You’re welcome. But , why is he here ?” I saw Siwon on the sofa , having his nap and I asked Geng Oppa .
“He is part of Super Junior , why can’t he be here.” Geng oppa don’t know whats going on ? I’m pretty sure Siwon told him what happen .
“Siwon argh , SeeYan is here . Come , lets eat .” Geng Oppa pull me straight in front of Siwon
“emmm…” Siwon replied , with his eyes closing .. He is not awake yet .
“SeeYan , could you help me to wake him up please ? if You want dinner on time.” Hangeng Oppa request . I bet he knew what happen and trying to break the ice for me and him . Fine Fine , Hangeng Oppa .. for you ..
“Yahh .. Choi Siwon , wake up . Stop sleeping and delay the dinner time.” I push him with my handbag .. He is awake , but he aint opening his eyes .
“Kyuhyun-shi , would you mind bring me a bucket of water ?” I shouted to the most Evil maknae I’ve ever met .
“Sure ! “ He answered .
“ ok ok , im awake ! happy now ?” Siwon open his eyes as big as a pearl . That eyes , that talking eyes .
I move and sit with Heechul Oppa before the dinner starts .
“Yahh , SeeYan-shi . Go and sit beside Siwon . This is Hangeng’s place.” Must you stick with Hangeng day and night huh !! Well , I didn’t say this out .
“Ya .. Just sit beside Siwon . “ LeeTeuk oppa order . Fine , you guys are forever on his side ! I regret coming dinner here .
I sit right down beside Siwon and just keep quite and eat . The atmosphere is weird . Everyone sense it . Even Donghae oppa didn’t talk much .
“so whats wrong with you both ? You are making me having some bad dinner tonight.” Heechul Oppa finally open his mouth.
All Siwon do is looking at me ..
I know tears are starting to form in my eyes . I just hate people asking me whats wrong . I hate it , every much . That questions seems to have a spell on me , causing tears to form , and drop .
“Nan chal moltae so.” Siwon said . This is worst , my tears goes totally uncontrollable . I keep my head down , so that no one would notice im crying , but I know . Everyone knows .
“Shiroyo.” I said
Hangeng oppa and Siwon oppa both stand up right after my tears fall . Hangeng Oppa went and bring m some tissues and Siwon bring me aside . He knows , I hate people looking at my crying face .
She cried . Does that really hurts her that bad till she could cry when we mention it again . Arghh , it hurts me too . I hate seeing her tears fall out , my dear girl . Now even her favourite Oppa can’t settle it . I guess I should just handle it back myself .
“Im sorry , I think I should send her back first . You guys enjoy your dinner . mianhae” I picked up the car key and surround her with my arms and left the house . The guys are really stunt by SeeYan’s tears .
Right after we reach home , she clean up and go to bed straight . Crying is tiring , I understand her . So I make her a cup of chocolate milk since she had no eaten much .
“Drink them , it helps you before your gastric strikes.” I hand her the cup . As she seat up and drink it, I hold her hand tight . This time , she never pull her hand off .
“Im sorry for whatever I cause , but please don’t ever push me away anymore .” Right after my sentence , she lean on my shoulder .
“I’m childish . You are a busy person . I should not expect you to remember anything which is not important.” She said it while looking at the cup that she hold in hand . At that very moment , I’m too tempted to break that surprise , so tempted to tell her that nothing is more important than anything got to do with her . But , this is the price that I should pay for that surprise .
“kencana , palli chaljalyo” I lean her down slowly , hug her tight in my arm .
“Without holding your hand , even sleeping is hard.” She cuddle herself closer to me and says it .
“Don’t let my hand go then “ I switch off the lights and pull the blanket higher .
She isn’t sleeping .. She is there playing around with her hair , her finger . but not having big moves .
“Baby argh , if you are not sleeping . Lets go out and watch TV ?” I suggested her to watch the TV in the living room .
“kencana . In case I fall asleep , you don’t need to carry me in.” That means she wants to stay in the room .
“Ok then , anything you want to tell me ?” I asked her , kissing her softly on her forehead .
“I’m sorry and I love you. Sorry for being a little girl whom never grow up and understand you . I love you because I love you . “ SeeYan makes my heart melts . Just that few words is enough .
“Then I love the little girl if you are that little girl . No matter what it is , just remember that I wont do anything to hurt you . ara ?” we are talking very softly , but it magnify in our hearts .
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