Anniversary Fic - Chapter 5

Chapter 5

-18-Dec -

“aigoo , Ottokhaee .” I look at those shorts I took out and lay flat on my bed . There is Blue and Black . I’m wearing a White blouse .

I took up my mobile and puch Siwon’s number on it .

“Baby . Waeyo?” Siwon pick up the phone .

“Baby . Ottokhae ?” I answer him .

“Wae ? What happen ?” He gets tense up .

“Blue or Blank ?” right after my statement , I heard him burst into laughter .

“You are getting ready ? It its only 4.00p.m.” I bet he must be laughing at how impatient am I .

“What , just answer me . What colour should I wear !” I’m getting a little frustrated .

“Black . I bet you are wearing a white blouse . Am I right ?”

“emm . What are you doing ?” I asked him

“waiting Manager hyung to give further instructions on next month’s fan meeting .” He replied .

“Do you miss me ?” Hehe ..

“Of course I miss you , what about you ? How much do you miss me ?” He asked .

“You guys join together and stand in a straight line with your hand stretching to side . That much” I replied him .

“Yah yah yah ! stop involving us in your sweet talk .” I could hear Donghae Oppa shouting from the back.

“Oppa , turn on the loud speaker .” I wanted to talk to the rest of them .

“Oppareul ,hwaiting ! Speaking as the TOP E.L.F here ! Oppa jjang , Super Junior daebak !”I transform into a E.L.F just in a moment .

“SeeYan-shi , Siwon is jealous.” LeeTeuk Oppa says from the phone . The boys burst into laughter as they heard that .

“yah yah yah ! Stop talking to them . Go and get ready , Im coming home soon.” Siwon argh , Im not flirting with them . Just supporting my Oppareul and Dongsaeng . Baby baby ..

Siwon OPV

“I’m making a move first , Bye everyone.” I shouted as I leave the practice room.

“Enjoy your night !” Hangeng Hyung shout back .

“nehh.”

I get into my car and turn on the engine . Ignite them and I speed my way home . I can’t wait to let her know the surprise .

AS I’m making a corner turn , I heard the sound of something drop .

Is the bouquet of flower that I order for her and then send it to SM just now . Blue roses and white tulip . Her favourite .

I try to reach my hand but it is at the far end of the back seat . I hold the steering with one hand and slow down my speed . I turn my body to the back so that I could look exactly where the bouquet is .

“BONG!” I heard a loud noise .

What happen , Why is everything around me spinning and turning ? Why is there so many people shouting and yelling there ? what’s going on ?

Where is SeeYan ?

MY OPV

Its almost 6 . Where is him ? Being unpunctual is not the Siwon I know . My mind play all possible that I could to calm myself down . I’ve been sitting at the sofa for a long long time , hoping the next minute I could hear someone unlock the house door.

Must be the bad manager hyung’s fault , dragging everything long and long .

“ding Dong .” Siwon forget to bring his key out ?

I take along my handbag and walk towards the door . I turn the knob of the door and found out . Its Hangeng and LeeTeuk Oppa .

They look very serious , something must has gone wrong . Tears began to form in my eyes because of fear .

“Oppa , waeyo ?” I asked , trying to smile. Hiding the fear which is overwhelming me innerly.

“Listen to me , just relax alright.” Leeteuk Oppa said . I’m trying to get a hint what was it about from Hangeng oppa’s expression . All he did was frown his face up .

“Siwon . Is . Involve. In . An . Car. Accident.” LeeTeuk Oppa finish his word slowly .

I look at him , tears begin to drop like a beads cut off from the string . My handbag drop to the floor . I almost lost my balance when I heard LeeTeuk oppa’s word . Thank goodness Hangeng Oppa hold me on time , before I fell off on the ground .

Hangeng Oppa and LeeTeuk Oppa place me on the sofa and begin to grab a few cloths for Siwon in our room as fast they could . Every single action they did , magnify the absent of Siwon to me .

How badly is my baby hurt ? How much blood has he lost ? Where is he right now ? Is he alright or is he not ? How can I accept the fact if he is not ? Then what about me ?

All kinds of thoughts run in and out of my mind . Every thought that passed through cause a drop of Tears felt out from my eyes . Looking at the wall that we hang out mega size wedding poster , all I need to know is WHERE IS MY SIWON RIGHT NOW .

The journey to the hospital seems like taking me ages , there is just so many traffic lights , so many turns , so many cars block the way without any reason . Didn’t they know that I need to see my baby right now !

I pray silently in my heart , hoping that God really take good care of him this time , gave him the strength to pull through at this very moment .

As I rush into the ward of the hospital . I saw all the members there . Standing in front of the ward door . It’s a personal ward , why are they not entering it ? What the damn hell is going on . Donghae and Ryeowook is crying like a baby while a few of them is comforting them .

I stop right there . Afraid to know , how badly is he hurt . Afraid to see , scares on his flawless skin . Afraid to hear , people comforting me .

I’m afraid of losing him .

“Come , lets go in together.” Hangeng Oppa hold my arm and bring me to face the cruel of reality .

“Oppa …” I look at Hangeng Oppa , hoping that he would know I don’t have the courage to see my man suffer like that .

“kajal.” He pull my arm strongly and firmly . Every step he takes drags my feet closer and closer to the ward .

“ddang.” Hangeng Oppa push the door .I keep my eyes focus on the floor , I’m not ready to see him like that . No , im not . at all .

“didd didd didd didd ..” The sound of the machine magnify so loud in my ears .

As we stop our steps , I tilt my head up a little just to see how he is .

“baby .. you’re here?” A soft voice speaking , its his voice .

Tears goes uncontrollable again . All in a sudden I miss this voice so much . Its like ages I have not hear him speak . I hold his hand so tight , looking at him .

He bruised his arm and his leg is in the plaster cast . They had a bandage on his left arm and a plaster on his forehead .

“Stop crying , it doesn’t hurt me as much as seeing you cry.” He is still there comforting me .

“What the hell are you talking about , how can I don’t cry when you are in this state ! Don’t you know when they told me what happen to you , it turns me crazy . How could you drive carelessly .” I’m angry . This anger rise as he is trying to smile at me , comforting me . Or I should say its Angry yet deeply hurt and felt painful for him .

“Stop smiling like a jerk ! don’t you know what condition you are in now !” I yelled at him .

He turn his body a little and move his back towards me . Leeteuk and Kangin Oppa helps him as it is really hard for him to make any movement with that plastic cast .

“This is for you , but I’m sorry . The rest didn’t turn out . All I could do for you now is just give you the flower . I can’t bring you to Jeju island for the surprise dinner , I cant bring you on the yacht and go to the middle of the sea , show you the star I have bought for you under your name . I can’t let you stand on my feet and dance with me . Mianhae , but I hope you receive this flower . Emm , its stain with blood. Besides this , I can’t gave you anything else now . sorry..’’ he said it , that sincerity hits my heart just like thunder strikes .

I cry so hard , till tears had blur my vision . I can’t see who lead the boys out of the room , who shut the door . Is he smiling still ?

I lay half of my body on his bed and hugged him so tight .

“Pabo ! Because of that flower you make yourself in this state ! don’t you know that you life is more precious than the flower to me ! stop being stupid ! I hate you !! I hate you !!!!’

“ but I thought you will be happy if I prove to you that I actually did make an effort on bring you a surprise .’’ he said .

“ What will my second anniversary be if you had just left at our first one because of the flower ! Since when you are that dumb !’

“When I met you .” He said it softly into my ears .

“Stop all this . I’m not in the mood of joking with you .”

“Baby , I want you to know something .” all in a sudden , he sounds serious

Siwon OPV

“ baby , I want you to know something.’ I paused . it really hurts to talk .

“Its not the date that is important , for me . every day with you is an anniversary . The person matters more than the date . Araso ?”

“araso . Baby , im sorry.”

I pinch her nose and wipe her tears off . I forget the fact that she is an Aquarius , unlimited tears to fall .

I help her to lie fully on the bed beside me , Kiss her on her cheek.

“So tonight , we gonna celebrate our anniversary here , without anything . But you.” I told her .

‘You’re wrong , I have the world beside me . I love you “ She broke into a smile even tears still falling out from her eyes .

Tears of happiness .

‘I love you too”